Enlightenment

I've been doing a lot of thinking today. That usually gets me in trouble but I feel confident now. I realized that everything everyone has been saying about me has been true for the most part, much to my dismay. I have been very preoccupied with guys and I think that's because I wasn't 100% over my ex fiance. I couldn't fully let go because I felt like I was in the wrong.

Well, I'm sure as hell able to let go now. He showed his true colors and I know I deserve better than him. I just wish I'd seen it sooner but I have been working on myself so there's not much else I can do. All I know is that I'll never go back to him. He will never, ever have me again even if he does want me which I know he doesn't. I don't want him either. He's a joke and I'm so done being nice to him. He's not worth my time.

Finally moving on

I've been doing a lot of soul searching recently. I've worked through my commitment issues and other problems I had last year and I feel like I have closure with my ex fiance. I know I'm a good person and he would be lucky to have me so if he doesn't want me, then I don't know if he ever really loved me and I'm ok with that. I have closed and locked that door. I deserve better than that and he's missing out so good riddance. I feel content now.

Trust your instincts

I broke up with Michael today. I feel guilty only because I don't feel bad about it. I don't think we were right for each other. It was fun while it lasted but I know that we can find someone more fulfilling in our lives. Moving on!