My surgery is on May 30th and then I'll be away from Michael for two months. I'm kinda freaking out. I know I need this surgery but I'm so nervous to be gone from him for that long. I don't remember how to do long distance. It's only 8 week. It's only 8 weeks. It's only 8 weeks.
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Monday, April 30, 2012
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
4/25/2012
So much has been going on lately. I have just over a month left til I have surgery so I need to start packing. I'll be moving immediately into the Alpha Chi house in August so I have to pack up all my stuff. Fun stuff, right?!
I've been thinking a lot about my life right now, trying to figure out my goals. I have to focus on my faith, health, fitness, my relationships, school, work, Alpha Chi, and my education. Seems like a lot. I'm doing well in school. I think I can get past this semester with everything above C's. I need to start going back to church as well and praying more. I need God to lead me down the path I'm meant to go on.
I've been thinking about my ex a lot lately too. Yesterday was one year since he proposed and it was a really hard day for me. I was upset the entire day. I'm still with Michael and that makes me feel guilty. I'm not sure I see a future with him and I thought I was over Rich but maybe I'm not completely. That's tough to admit. I think it'd be easier if I could move on from my ex-fiance and just focus on the here and now but he still holds a piece of my heart. Maybe he always will.
I'm also focusing on work. I've been getting way more hours than I usually do. I have to work tomorrow night and then I'm driving down to my parent's house for my appointment. So not looking forward to that.
My co-worker moved into my apartment! Her name's Alyssa and she is so awesome. I love her. She hooked us up with internet and cable again. Woot! That's about it for now. More to come later.
I've been thinking a lot about my life right now, trying to figure out my goals. I have to focus on my faith, health, fitness, my relationships, school, work, Alpha Chi, and my education. Seems like a lot. I'm doing well in school. I think I can get past this semester with everything above C's. I need to start going back to church as well and praying more. I need God to lead me down the path I'm meant to go on.
I've been thinking about my ex a lot lately too. Yesterday was one year since he proposed and it was a really hard day for me. I was upset the entire day. I'm still with Michael and that makes me feel guilty. I'm not sure I see a future with him and I thought I was over Rich but maybe I'm not completely. That's tough to admit. I think it'd be easier if I could move on from my ex-fiance and just focus on the here and now but he still holds a piece of my heart. Maybe he always will.
I'm also focusing on work. I've been getting way more hours than I usually do. I have to work tomorrow night and then I'm driving down to my parent's house for my appointment. So not looking forward to that.
My co-worker moved into my apartment! Her name's Alyssa and she is so awesome. I love her. She hooked us up with internet and cable again. Woot! That's about it for now. More to come later.
Thursday, April 12, 2012
Frustrations from my many health issues
I wish the doctors would just figure out what's wrong with me already. I've been really sensitive lately and I think it's from the stress. I hurt my foot the other day and I don't know how. I think it's the tendon but I've been RICEing it and it's gotten a little better but not much. It still hurts to bend it sometimes.
I'm also still not ovulating and I have to have a copolscopy soon. I'm really stressed about that.
My surgery for my foot and knee are in a month and a half and I'm really scared. I've gonna be on bed rest for 6-8 weeks. I'm nervous I'm gonna lose my job. I'm nervous about being apart from my boyfriend for that long. I'm just scared in general. I just want them to figure out what's wrong with me.
I'm also still not ovulating and I have to have a copolscopy soon. I'm really stressed about that.
My surgery for my foot and knee are in a month and a half and I'm really scared. I've gonna be on bed rest for 6-8 weeks. I'm nervous I'm gonna lose my job. I'm nervous about being apart from my boyfriend for that long. I'm just scared in general. I just want them to figure out what's wrong with me.
Updates!
It's been a while since I've updated. I need to do that on the regular. First off, I am officially an ALPHA CHI girl. I was initiated last weekend! It was awesome. I love the girls and being in a sorority.
Secondly, me and Michael were having some problems. I took some advice and we took a break but it ended up not working for me so we got back together. We're blissfully happy and I can't wait to see what's in store for us.
Lastly, We have decided that in order to save money and get healthier, I am going to learn how to cook! EEK! I have no idea where to start. I don't know anything about cooking or anything that has to do with it. This should be interesting haha!
Secondly, me and Michael were having some problems. I took some advice and we took a break but it ended up not working for me so we got back together. We're blissfully happy and I can't wait to see what's in store for us.
Lastly, We have decided that in order to save money and get healthier, I am going to learn how to cook! EEK! I have no idea where to start. I don't know anything about cooking or anything that has to do with it. This should be interesting haha!
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